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by Xiyu

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Thank you mom and dad for letting my problems go unchecked
I really think therapy would have helped
But I am doing fine all by myself

I wasn't good enough, I know I should have been a better son, but don't you know that I hate everyone

Most of all

I hate myself

I'm so fucking happy I could die
Im so fucking happy....I could die

Sometimes I wanna stab
Myself to death, for being detached from the world

Sometimes I wanna fade, I wanna let go
And be obscured from it all

Where do I begin? I think that my head's so full of shit, it floods my brain and then...I...I lose myself

Sometimes I wanna cut, I want to chew, my skin right down to the bone.

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released February 8, 2020

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